9/18/2007

Hard to be Away

For the first time yesterday, I had a panicky moment about being away from Bailey. I woke up at 4:30 AM and was out the door by 5:30. I didn't walk back through our door until 6:45 last night. When I arrived home, Bailey and Kelly were out shopping. The house was so quiet. I knew they were out, so I wasn't surprised.

What did surprise me was how horrible it made me feel to not hug my child or smell her sweet baby smell all day long. I haven't had that feeling yet. I mean, I've missed her...but not to the point where I wanted to cry.

I love her. Yep. I love her lots.

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