F-ing Responsibility

Good news: I GOT THE JOB!!!

Bad news: I can't take it. They are offering it at pay that is not feasible for us right now. I can tak a pay cut - even a large one - but not a devestating one. And they are offering it at a devestating pay cut.

So, for now, I am still with my current job. Seems that right or wrong, love it or hate it, this is the job that is going to work for me right now. There is some comfort in knowing that I can be okay with a crappy decision, as long as it's the one that works for us and our soon-to-be addition. I would love a new job, but only if it actually works with our life.

I'm going to stop looking and interviewing, though. This is too hard while I'm so emotional. I'm here at least through my pregnancy.